It has been several years since she left me. Leaning on my chair I just close my eyes to take a glimpse of her beautiful face for one more time. Those beautiful days and the moments that I spent with her are still fresh in my memory. Everything seems just like yesterday. But the things that have happened in the past had happened and I do not have powers to change them. At least I still have hope that she'll come to me one day and she would realize that my love for her is true and know that I'd love her forever. And there's no use crying over the spilt milk. Happiness - the sole missing thing in my life. Her entry in my life have altered the way I lived my life and changed the course and destination of my Voyage. A pleasant interlude it was yet very paining. Her memories haunt me days and nights. I feel her presence everywhere. Nothing is forever in this life and she made me realize that very fact.
With her thoughts in mind I open my purse to see her photograph. I still have the messages that she sent me in my mobile. Her messages are my greatest treasures. Everyday when I open my eyes and everyday before I close my eyes I'd read her texts in my mobile. I read the saved conversations that we had in messenger and the mails that I've sent her, whenever I get time, which are invaluable to me. She said she'd be with me forever. But now she's gone. Yet I cannot forget her and my old days. Am I destined to be like this ? I know not for the only good thing that she has done to me is to have me her memories to guide me through the rest of my days. She taught me what love really was. Yeah and now I know what love really means.
And all these pages that I've written are not mere writings for they reveal the days of my life and my sweetest memories. Knowing perfectly well that she'll always be in my life though I'm not in hers, I'm going to travel back in time to those happy old days along with you through these very pages.
Rolling back my pages...
With her thoughts in mind I open my purse to see her photograph. I still have the messages that she sent me in my mobile. Her messages are my greatest treasures. Everyday when I open my eyes and everyday before I close my eyes I'd read her texts in my mobile. I read the saved conversations that we had in messenger and the mails that I've sent her, whenever I get time, which are invaluable to me. She said she'd be with me forever. But now she's gone. Yet I cannot forget her and my old days. Am I destined to be like this ? I know not for the only good thing that she has done to me is to have me her memories to guide me through the rest of my days. She taught me what love really was. Yeah and now I know what love really means.
And all these pages that I've written are not mere writings for they reveal the days of my life and my sweetest memories. Knowing perfectly well that she'll always be in my life though I'm not in hers, I'm going to travel back in time to those happy old days along with you through these very pages.
Rolling back my pages...
